Yesterday was February 9th, 2003
I had been waiting for my boyfriend to come over and see me. Which he promised me he would. But of course he did not. I wonder sometimes whether or not any type of relationship is worth the trouble. What do you really get out of it? I don't know what I really get out of it.
I wonder why I still continue.
I sometimes wonder if all of my problem is that i choose the wrong people to give myself to, and end up getting hurt because i secretly want it that way, to prove that relationships don't work, because i"m a commitment phobe.
I don't know
Confusingly yours
Dana
Posted by dana at February 10, 2003 03:34 PM