I need to do this and I can't. What the fuck is wrong with me? I keep setting myself up for falls. It hurts so bad. I want detachment. When can I find that?
Does that exist for me? I kept listening to Musiq Soulchild singing "Half Crazy" for most of the day. That song is ringing in my head now. How come he still called me "Dane" and how come he still called me "Babe?" How come he still held my hand, and kissed me on the lips, and stroked my face, and looked into my eyes like that? How come we couldn't just have dry detached sex and meet on weekends? Why is every thing an intense attachment?