Yesterday I slept most of the day. Because I was up until 4 in the morning the preceeding day. Then, I got up around 2 or 3 and went to get breakfast after my friends came over to drop off some of my stuff. They were still tired too. Then I went back to my room and took personality tests and chatted on line for a bit. Then after that----My roommate came home, and since I have been hella anti-social, I went back out again to the library. I need to be alone with my thoughts now-a-days. It helps me sort things out. So I went to library and chatted with my uncle and various friends about various things and my ex popped up on the AIM. So I said, "Evan?" And he was like "yeah. How was CultureShock." And I said it was good. Then I told him about it. And he was like "I really didn't feel like being down at Purchase at all." And I was like "that's good. you didn't have to. I'm glad you did what felt right for you." And then he's gone for like forever. And then he says "yeah."
And I'm like "well if you don't want to talk to me. Bye bye." and I close out the box. Then he disappears offline. So I removed him from my buddylist. I continued talking to other friends and things for a bit and then went home to go to bed. Then the phone rings, and it is him. And he is like "I didn't want you to think I just went off line without saying goodbye or anything. I was thinking about it and I thought you might have been starting to think that." and that he had gotten cut off. So I'm like "okay." "Yeah, I was starting to think that." And he doesn't know what else to say to me. And it is a quick conversation. It was wierd to me because I was just thinking about it and cursing him out in my head saying that he is not my friend anymore because that seemed like some really fucked up shit to do. And I wouldn't have been surprised if he had jumped off line because he is such a wierdo, and he is so temperamental and I never can tell if he is being mean to me or not online. So I was sick of it. And I had removed him from my buddylist. It was good of him to call to try to clear of the mistake.
That was odd though. I wonder why he cared so much. And he emailed me as well the same message. I guess he didn't want to totally burn bridges with me.
Well, that's cool.
Anyway. That was an odd random occurence and very unexpected.
My uncle was better this time in conversation. I was in a horrible mood the last time that I spoke to him. I couldn't take talking to anyone. But anyway...goodmorning everyone.
and Goodbye.
Posted by dana at April 14, 2003 08:47 AM