Shawn

Okay. I’m here, I’m queer, but all I can do is think about Shawn.

I was hoping that seeing him this weekend and just naturally being able to run into him would help. I have ran into him no less than three times. Well once was I saw him at a table he was working and I went upto him and made small talk. He seemed totally uninterested, not even willing to feign it.

Okay, so he’s said he wants to be friends, when is that going to happen? I’m stuck here hurting and while I thought I’d patched it up pretty well, it just got ripped open seeing him here again. I’ve only chatted on IM with him in recent weeks, and that is a little more impersonal.

Perhaps it’s as Mois